Happy instead of HURTS :)

Hilangnya cintamu , menusuk hatiku , hingga ku memilih cinta yang FANA -___-"

Finally , I can accept that he is someone's boyfiee :") I am HURT , but in the same time I'm happy . I can hide my feelings when I'm with you . I know you don't wanna HURT me . And you thought I knew it . But , it more HURT when I knew this from someone else . Seriously , when I knew it last evening , it really HURTS me . At first , I can't accept it . I mean , not after 3months+ you with her right ?

Last night , we talk with lots of laugh . And I'm wondering , how could you forget all the memories that we've been through . I never thought all this gonna happen .

I dunno how she gonna makes you happy like I did . Everything I do , everywhere I go reminds me of you . Even in the class when I'm studying . You give me so much hope . I'm not gonna forget all the sweet moments when I'm with you . Seriously , in deep of my heart . I'm still hoping for your LOVE :)

When I'm on call with you . All the laughs and smiles that I gave , its all FAKE . FAKE , FAKE , FAKE ! I can't believe that I'm in LOVE with someones boyfiee .
I just dunno how to describe my feelings .

I'm not gonna forget all the memories with you . Though now you're someones properties , ypur memories are still MINE . Bye !

Writing with full of tears ,
Nur Ameerah Zulaikha .